Emo-me
well its been a long long time since i have written in the lj.....but i really need to vent right now.....manoman.....right now i just feel like i have no one.....ya know all my friends are busy...and dont bother ta call..i dont know i miss all of them sop much i figure that if i call i will seem like desprate or something ya know...caus ei feel like since i have a boyfriend right now and i have obligations to him..i neglected my friends for the last part of the year..ya know and if you were one of them i am sorry...but just talking to him when i have problems doesnt help anymore...i need my friends and it hurts to think that i have hurt them in anyway....so if i hurt you i am sorry!!!!!!!!!
My whole family is freaking out about everything..i gotta get a job...i am asking for stuff continually..i am ungreatful..and i know i have been asking for a lot....and i need ot get my grades up and i have to get my liscence..but i am scared to grow up..and they dont understand..!!I used to be able to vent to my mom..but know it seems like since i have a boyfriend she thinks i am this evil teenager, and i am like frickin worthless..i know i should be alot more respectful to my parents and whatnot..and i am gonna try but i just wish they would get off my back!i am gonna work on all that stuff but i am sure we all now it takes time!!!and matts another story is the best thing that has happened to my life for a long time...but he doesnt help me when i have a prob..he just says "i love you, and i am sorry!" i mean wouldnt that get old to you?????well it does to me and i just need someonne to tlak to! ya know!!!jeez..whateva..i am sorry i am acting so EMO..but i have no one else to talk to so i am gonna go cry or draw...or something! peace up a town down!!!!!!
toosh!!
My whole family is freaking out about everything..i gotta get a job...i am asking for stuff continually..i am ungreatful..and i know i have been asking for a lot....and i need ot get my grades up and i have to get my liscence..but i am scared to grow up..and they dont understand..!!I used to be able to vent to my mom..but know it seems like since i have a boyfriend she thinks i am this evil teenager, and i am like frickin worthless..i know i should be alot more respectful to my parents and whatnot..and i am gonna try but i just wish they would get off my back!i am gonna work on all that stuff but i am sure we all now it takes time!!!and matts another story is the best thing that has happened to my life for a long time...but he doesnt help me when i have a prob..he just says "i love you, and i am sorry!" i mean wouldnt that get old to you?????well it does to me and i just need someonne to tlak to! ya know!!!jeez..whateva..i am sorry i am acting so EMO..but i have no one else to talk to so i am gonna go cry or draw...or something! peace up a town down!!!!!!
toosh!!