Ten more days!
Ten more days and I can leave!
Ten more days and I'll be happy!
Ten more days I'll be on my way to Iowa! At least thats the plan for now. I hope it doesn't change. Im sick of being here. And they have the house all decked out with christmas decorations and a nice tree up! It will totally feel like christmas with them! I can wait to see Dan also, even though he was just here. I have no clue what to get him. Oh so I finally told my step mom that I wont be here for christmas. She tried to lay the whole guilt trip on me, to get me to stay. But you know...why should I? Stay here and pretend everything is okay? Watch them be fake and put the whole thought of them not even being close to happy, out of our minds? Yeah right. As if they could...Id much rather be with my mom, grandma, and brother. At least they are happy there. I think I would enjoy myself much more there. Then I can drive back home and go to the christmas party with my friends! See, everything will work out just fine for me. I don't see why I have to think about them...not anymore. Its not like they thought about us for the past 19 years. Thats not completely true...but its how I feel, on certain matters. Oh and I finally told her I was moving out next month also. And that I plan to transfer to Jonesboro. I just hit her with it all! Just to get it over with. She got all sad, but angry too. I guess because I didn't tell her earlier? It can't be because she will be alone in the house...Samantha moved back it. Im not sure why she got so upset...I mean it was gonna happen eventually. Meh.
On a lighter note...Springfield on the 18th! Woot! Christmas presents, yay! I can't wait for this month to be over with, though. When everyone is done with christmas, and all moved in. I think it will be great then!
Oh, and New Year's Eve party! Double yay!
Ten more days and I'll be happy!
Ten more days I'll be on my way to Iowa! At least thats the plan for now. I hope it doesn't change. Im sick of being here. And they have the house all decked out with christmas decorations and a nice tree up! It will totally feel like christmas with them! I can wait to see Dan also, even though he was just here. I have no clue what to get him. Oh so I finally told my step mom that I wont be here for christmas. She tried to lay the whole guilt trip on me, to get me to stay. But you know...why should I? Stay here and pretend everything is okay? Watch them be fake and put the whole thought of them not even being close to happy, out of our minds? Yeah right. As if they could...Id much rather be with my mom, grandma, and brother. At least they are happy there. I think I would enjoy myself much more there. Then I can drive back home and go to the christmas party with my friends! See, everything will work out just fine for me. I don't see why I have to think about them...not anymore. Its not like they thought about us for the past 19 years. Thats not completely true...but its how I feel, on certain matters. Oh and I finally told her I was moving out next month also. And that I plan to transfer to Jonesboro. I just hit her with it all! Just to get it over with. She got all sad, but angry too. I guess because I didn't tell her earlier? It can't be because she will be alone in the house...Samantha moved back it. Im not sure why she got so upset...I mean it was gonna happen eventually. Meh.
On a lighter note...Springfield on the 18th! Woot! Christmas presents, yay! I can't wait for this month to be over with, though. When everyone is done with christmas, and all moved in. I think it will be great then!
Oh, and New Year's Eve party! Double yay!