Oh we're still so young but desperate for attention
The sky looks totally awesome right now! I love it!
Anyway. So I'v decided that I'm not a horrible person. I mean I feel bad...I do have a heart. I guess I just realized that it could be worse. And its not like I'v done anything...yet, anyway. And even if something did...which who knows, I still dont think I'm all to blame. I just want to be happy. I actually think I deserve that much...I really do. And its good to feel that way. People should feel this way more often. Maybe they would think more of themselves.
Well I got off subject. Not like many of you know what the hell im talking about anyway. This is just a way for me to...let it all out. I have get this off my mind, somehow. Part of me still feels bad...because I can still see that face in my head. And hearing everyone asking "Whats wrong with you today?" and "You seem sad, did something happen?" But I'm hoping that tomorrow will change that. Hopefully I wont even think about all this, and it will be a good day. No matter what happens.
You know, I hate acting all...teenage girlie like...and when people do act like that I get so annoyed. Now look at me...I'm doing the same damn thing...does that make me a hypocrite? Well if it does, guess I better get used to it.
Well anyway...thoughts about tomorrow....