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used to always hug to tight ... now to loose
im sorry ... i wish i knew what you scratch out, i wish you never shielded me from anything, i wish you never felt like you had to shield me form anything, i wish i just listen to you, i wish i never hurt you, i wish i never hurt myself, i wish i knew what you were always thinking, i wish you knew what i was always thinking, i wish i could hug you when you didnt suspect it, i wish i could just pick up my phone and call you, i wish i wasnt always so afraid you were mad at me, i wish that i could just trust myself that i didnt fuck up, i wish i could JUST trust myself, i wish i didnt always depend on you, i wish made you laugh like i used to, i wish you would never doubt me, i wish you never had a reason to doubt me, i wish i didnt make a problem out of nothing, i wish i could talk to you instead of sleep, i wish i didnt feel like this, i wish i didnt make you feel like this, i wish i didnt have to go to the beach, i wish i didnt always have such low imature thoughts thats i can never say, i wish i thought about stuff before i said it, i wish i wasnt always havening to explain my self, i wish i would stop ripping up my mouth, i wish i would stop sleeping, i wish i had i wider attention span, i wish i didnt always depend on being called instead of calling for my self, i wish i could just always draw, i wish i could tell you what i drawl for you, i wish i would just stop wishing and make my own wishs come true.
im sorry ... i wish i knew what you scratch out, i wish you never shielded me from anything, i wish you never felt like you had to shield me form anything, i wish i just listen to you, i wish i never hurt you, i wish i never hurt myself, i wish i knew what you were always thinking, i wish you knew what i was always thinking, i wish i could hug you when you didnt suspect it, i wish i could just pick up my phone and call you, i wish i wasnt always so afraid you were mad at me, i wish that i could just trust myself that i didnt fuck up, i wish i could JUST trust myself, i wish i didnt always depend on you, i wish made you laugh like i used to, i wish you would never doubt me, i wish you never had a reason to doubt me, i wish i didnt make a problem out of nothing, i wish i could talk to you instead of sleep, i wish i didnt feel like this, i wish i didnt make you feel like this, i wish i didnt have to go to the beach, i wish i didnt always have such low imature thoughts thats i can never say, i wish i thought about stuff before i said it, i wish i wasnt always havening to explain my self, i wish i would stop ripping up my mouth, i wish i would stop sleeping, i wish i had i wider attention span, i wish i didnt always depend on being called instead of calling for my self, i wish i could just always draw, i wish i could tell you what i drawl for you, i wish i would just stop wishing and make my own wishs come true.