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my mom has been acting to weird latey ever since this morning she seems to be like afraid of me and mad at or a fraid to be mad at me.
rebecca left today i had a really good four days with her im going to miss like fuck wile she at dance but thats cool
even though abbeys back i really miss her.. i miss seeing spoon page on the caller i.d. all the time.
i have a lien problem not like pathilogical like i know im lien and i just try and see how far i can get a person to belive me until it so unbeliveably ridiculus that there buying it i jsut laugh and say and call them stupid of say ahah i cant belive you belived that .. its funny the first 100 times but now it just getting so old and i cant stop for the life of me it hurts me so bad to see how many people trust me and i just take advantage of that trust and trough it in there face i wanna stop but i cant ... like i just have to... why is that? it used to be just extreme sarcasim. everything that came out of my mouth was sarcastic.
i have scars alllllllll my arms and one on my face from that fucking firework.. oh my that way i got knocked out by a firework .. i mean i was know sence less it hurt like ... uh so bad good thing i had all my buddie there cause i would have jsut lied there all night .. and MAYBE got up in the mornin. im never sitting on a slide agin .. it was like a huge rocket and it me dead on ... uh like my face isnt fucked up enough ... oooo thats ok its looking better.
i love cooper so much i cryed the other night when i got home cause i knew i was going to miss you cooper i mean i already did i just never realized what a huge part of my life you have been and all the memorys we had... i love you.
i had alot of fun when you came over before 4th of july .. it was a really good to spend time with you ... that doesnt happen to often anymore..
im always so cold in the summer time ... i hate air conditioning
ok well im going to go do dishes and shower so i can i have case over.
rebecca left today i had a really good four days with her im going to miss like fuck wile she at dance but thats cool
even though abbeys back i really miss her.. i miss seeing spoon page on the caller i.d. all the time.
i have a lien problem not like pathilogical like i know im lien and i just try and see how far i can get a person to belive me until it so unbeliveably ridiculus that there buying it i jsut laugh and say and call them stupid of say ahah i cant belive you belived that .. its funny the first 100 times but now it just getting so old and i cant stop for the life of me it hurts me so bad to see how many people trust me and i just take advantage of that trust and trough it in there face i wanna stop but i cant ... like i just have to... why is that? it used to be just extreme sarcasim. everything that came out of my mouth was sarcastic.
i have scars alllllllll my arms and one on my face from that fucking firework.. oh my that way i got knocked out by a firework .. i mean i was know sence less it hurt like ... uh so bad good thing i had all my buddie there cause i would have jsut lied there all night .. and MAYBE got up in the mornin. im never sitting on a slide agin .. it was like a huge rocket and it me dead on ... uh like my face isnt fucked up enough ... oooo thats ok its looking better.
i love cooper so much i cryed the other night when i got home cause i knew i was going to miss you cooper i mean i already did i just never realized what a huge part of my life you have been and all the memorys we had... i love you.
i had alot of fun when you came over before 4th of july .. it was a really good to spend time with you ... that doesnt happen to often anymore..
im always so cold in the summer time ... i hate air conditioning
ok well im going to go do dishes and shower so i can i have case over.