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wut a good movie
i really should stop watching romance movies even when they involve a porn theme.
yes yes i kno that was inappropriate, but the pressure was on.
but really, im starting to get depressed again. asking myself the same questions over and over again. where is my girl next door? where is my danielle? although not quite the same situation as these movies most of the time, i just wonder wut im doing wrong? am i too nice? am i plainly not attractive (i already kno the answer to this question)? do i carry myself in a way that i can't obtain these things. im seriously lost in this journey.
like the movie, senior year is quickly ending and like the movie, my college and fairly new future is predicted. but the most like that movie that i despise is the statement "i will always remember..." when can i say the juice was worth the squeeze. im so envious of those who have something to say in that statement. but really, when will i find my "girl next door?"
please let it be soon.
i really should stop watching romance movies even when they involve a porn theme.
yes yes i kno that was inappropriate, but the pressure was on.
but really, im starting to get depressed again. asking myself the same questions over and over again. where is my girl next door? where is my danielle? although not quite the same situation as these movies most of the time, i just wonder wut im doing wrong? am i too nice? am i plainly not attractive (i already kno the answer to this question)? do i carry myself in a way that i can't obtain these things. im seriously lost in this journey.
like the movie, senior year is quickly ending and like the movie, my college and fairly new future is predicted. but the most like that movie that i despise is the statement "i will always remember..." when can i say the juice was worth the squeeze. im so envious of those who have something to say in that statement. but really, when will i find my "girl next door?"
please let it be soon.