Mar 08, 2004 01:13
concert went well enough i suppose. better than last weekend.
JSYO going to shit with this new manager. reseating auditions every concert, more money, no leaving without signed permission slips. no organization at all. concerto competition forms aren't even distributed in a fashionable manner. it's all just bull shit man, bull shit. so glad im leaving after this year.
when i first started the youth symphony it was fun. friends. concerts. receptions. now we're becoming more "professional" and let's just say, i hate it. if it wasn't my last year id have quit by now. but whatever.
concerto competition in three weeks. nervous. but sorta ready. i have a chance this year. maybe...just maybe. wow, it's hard just to imagine me being a winner and playing with the real orchestra. id prolly pee my pants. ok maybe not, but id be damn nervous. but we will see. violin lesson tomorrow, we'll def see.
art project needs to be finished....gotta do that. talking too much. blah. plans for wed and plans for fri. all these activities and im broke. it's amazing. i should prolly arrange for other plans too this coming week. spring break is gonna rock so much.
prom. i need to find a group to fit in. my date said she'd rather go with a group so i have to arrange for that. also, an afterparty. it's all about the afterparty. any invitations??? huh? huh? huh?
tired now, virtually no sleep last night. time to die. -peace-