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i cried. for the first time in a long time, i cried. i received an acceptance letter today for fsu, my mother told me that if i hadn't gotten one i was stupid. my mom never encourages me, she always finds something to make me feel bad. she thinks i waste too much time at school for martial arts club and she thinks i party all the time. she thinks that im worse than every kid and that everyone is better than me. she thinks i drive too much. she thinks i enjoy too many freedoms. my mom has never said good job. my mom tells me i never practice and then when i practice at 12:00 it doesn't count and that im inconsiderate. my mom hates me. my mom thinks everyone is at home studying. my mom thinks that all of my friends are going to top schools and im going to be sad, when it is actually she who will be embarassed. my mom is the worst. fuck. -crying softly-