Icebergssss baby

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So hmmmm, friday Erik Rose picked me up, went to Sams his burn out cousin was there, we went to some "kickback:", then left, chilled at sam, erik took rose home, i chilled with Sam. Erik came back chilled alllll night with VAMPIRE POEMS hahah. I came home around 12 or 1 in the after noon, we left sams went to Mandos for a while, erik took ralph home, then me. So I came home mom was pissed of course. I got ready did my moms hair, then erik came back we went to the shell to get some stogs, sam wasnt going to the ska,rocksteady show afterall. so i was pretty bummed out, we went to get rose, and her sister...I was upset because i thought it was going to be erik, rose and her sister...so i wouldnt feel so much like a 3rd wheel, NOT. It was like a double date, just with me added in I was so angry, and felt lame, and in the way. To top it all off the show was fucking lame. I paid 17 dollare for NOTHING. We left and you could totally tell I didnt want to be there, ONLY GREAT PART OF THE WHOLE SHOW was when PHYLLIS DILLON came on and sang my song : /....so we left around 1 am, that was the time it ended...so it was too early to go home. I called Sam to see what he was doing, I asked erik to drop me off, and he did Dorian was there...we decided to go to Mandos, on our way out Erik pulled up, so I went with Dorian, same went with Erik, erik chilled for only a little then left, we chilled for another 2 hours. We went back to Sams around 5 in the morning, called mom saying i couldnt get a ride, so i stayed over there till 1 in the afternoon, the best night ive ever had so far : )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM!!!!!!! <333333