A Life Deliberate.
So things are gradually getting back to normal. It makes me really happy. I'm not scared to talk to my mom anymore and we're talking and laughing a lot. I have so many ideas reeling in my head. I just need the time to get them out. I'm so excited for them. Next week: placement tests at college. Spiderman 3 and best weekend ever. Hotels, tans, energy drinks, pictures, and music. Seeing the mexican and hopefully coming back with some good thoughts and stories. fucking gym class, the matches, the hush sound, taking back sunday, etc etc. this is the best line up ever. the almost is owning my soul. Planning my next tattoo. Words say a lot. Live. Love. Musicians I once enjoyed/admired are changing. It makes me kind of sad. But I still laugh at their dumb experiences. I can't wait to get an internship and start living my dream. SPIN, Fuse, Rolling Stone, MTV. So many possibilities. Preferably the first two. All working towards freelancing for AP. It will happen. I have three teachers that have faith in me and it makes me so happy and proud. I plan on asking one to be my mentor. New friends, parties, summer heat, working, and shows. chicago boys. oh baby baby, it's a wild world. I'm so excited about going with the flow and enjoying my life. Because "sometimes God gives you a wakeup call to make you see what's important and what's not." I plan on going to church a lot more. And getting the New Years Day, MIKA, and Cold War Kids albums. And gold Nikes. The whitest kids you know makes me want to break faces. But I laugh at Rad Girls, not gonna lie.
I'll be wearing green tonight for Darfur. And writing about everything I see and feel.