telling it like it is, summing it up

Apr 11, 2005 00:08

Ok so right now i'm going to just let everyone know what i'm sick of in people. some of these dont really bother me but some piss me off, so if you do some of these dont worry but if you want try and fix them. i just want to let everyone know what my thoughts and feelings are. and sorry if i piss anyone off, cuz i probably will.

ok so i am sick of being looked down on and treated like i'm an idoit, i am probably smarter than most of you. i just am really bad with langauge and cant always translate my thoughts and feelings into words. so please so trying to treat me like i dont understand things or i dont know how to do things, if you dont understand what i mean by something, ask me and please for the love of god dont call me stupid or treat me like i'm stupid cuz i'm sick of it.

Most of the time i am right about what i'm talking about, i only tell things to people if i'm sure of it. if i'm not, i dont say it. if you think i 'm wrong, again dont treat me like i'm an idoit cuz again i probably am smarter than you, there are very few of my friends that i consider smarter or as smart as me, and grades do not equal smartness nor does how you explain things to people. stop treating me like i'm an idoit.

I'm sick of people seeming so fake, if you dont like me tell me or dont talk to me or something.

I hate how people tell you they are your friends but then dont act like it. I hate feeling like a friendship is onesided. i only have a small number of people if consider true friends. These are the only people that when i am hanging out with them, i really feel like i belong, anyone else i feel akward around and feel like i dont belong with.

for the most part i would say: AJ, Pat, David, Dan ,and my brother Adam are my truelly solid friends i have a deep bond with. Joe sapp, Dan, Chris and Erik are good friends that i can trust and rely on. These are the people i go to for help, these are the people i can tell anything to, these are the people i can trust with my secrets.

Aj and pat you guys are my rocks: pat i've know you the longest out of any friends, and Aj you probably are the one person that really understands me.

I think i have gathered much wisdom in my life. i consider myself a realist and i try to look at everything unbias and objectivly. but no one listens to me or believes me. no one takes my wisdom seriously, but hey if you dont want my adice thats your fault not mine. People do how ever tell me their secrets. i have many secrets of peoples that i cant tell anyone, so i guess some people do value me wisdom. I know the darkersides of many of my friends sides they and i know, i have locked away forever.

I try to be a wise man, i try to be a trustfull man, i try to be honorable and just, and i try to be a man of my word.

sometimes feel like a ghost, like an observer in life. I dont really mind being on the outside just watching others lives, infact i think that might be when i'm the happiest, and when i feel that the human race really does have some hope and some good left in it.
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