ow ow ow!

[screechingj]

i'm gauging for the first time and it hurts. i need someone to come hold my hand, lol. i'm scared i won't be able to sleep, but i guess you kinda of get numb to the pain. i'm also scared that i'll do one ear and then not want to do the other one. we shall see.

at the moment this doesn't seem very fun.