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Rachel,
I am writing today because i read an article on resentment today. I fell like you may have been right in the past when you mentioned it. I have been thinking and thinking and thinking of why i might feel this way. There are a few things that come to the front of my mind. The first thing is the frustration i feel when your constantly interrupting me. Its hard enough for me to get out what i am feeling most of the time just to hear you ramble off how it makes you feel before i can even finish what i was expressing. What sends me off the end is how it makes me feel like you don't care about what i'm feeling long enough to sit and wait for me to get out what i need to say. Things build up and build up because most of the time i don't feel like i have any other option. I do want to say i am sorry for the mess that was caused at the beginning of the week. I am at fault for not paying enough attention to your needs that night.I was so caught up in feeling good that most of anything else out side of that was disregarded. In addition to that entire day i would like a little less pressure off of me when it comes to getting up in the morning. Sometimes i feel like i'm so responsible for you that i don't take care of myself. We got to bed at the same time and wake up at the same time as if we are one person. I'm not sure i can take much more of that, last night was the best night sleep i have gotten in while because there where no expectations for me. I fell asleep when i wanted, how i wanted and woke up the same way. I want things to be better for us and we are so a like sometimes i think its what causes us so much hardship.
http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/the-therapist-is-in/201103/living-resentment-is-taking-poison-and-hoping-the-other-guy-will-get
I am writing today because i read an article on resentment today. I fell like you may have been right in the past when you mentioned it. I have been thinking and thinking and thinking of why i might feel this way. There are a few things that come to the front of my mind. The first thing is the frustration i feel when your constantly interrupting me. Its hard enough for me to get out what i am feeling most of the time just to hear you ramble off how it makes you feel before i can even finish what i was expressing. What sends me off the end is how it makes me feel like you don't care about what i'm feeling long enough to sit and wait for me to get out what i need to say. Things build up and build up because most of the time i don't feel like i have any other option. I do want to say i am sorry for the mess that was caused at the beginning of the week. I am at fault for not paying enough attention to your needs that night.I was so caught up in feeling good that most of anything else out side of that was disregarded. In addition to that entire day i would like a little less pressure off of me when it comes to getting up in the morning. Sometimes i feel like i'm so responsible for you that i don't take care of myself. We got to bed at the same time and wake up at the same time as if we are one person. I'm not sure i can take much more of that, last night was the best night sleep i have gotten in while because there where no expectations for me. I fell asleep when i wanted, how i wanted and woke up the same way. I want things to be better for us and we are so a like sometimes i think its what causes us so much hardship.
http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/the-therapist-is-in/201103/living-resentment-is-taking-poison-and-hoping-the-other-guy-will-get