vomit
so this half-jew, brian, made me fall for him, as he's moved to new york as of monday.
and with his proposed question of after i visit him out there, then what will be of us!!?
i told this on-the-brink-of-exiting-his-20's guy that i don't wish to, under any circumstance, to get attached, yet his neuroticism & persistence was bombarding from all directions at me, i couldn't escape. i mean, that's why i refused to give him substantial eye contact always.
so what to do..
a) maintain or cultivate a lousy long distance affair including sappy poem marathons while we try to find our own puttys or elaines or whomever is cute enough for jerry to date.
b) nothing.
c) hold out on mike.
d) keep brian on the side so that way patrick & i can snivel our way into one of brian's films in progress.
i wonder if we'll still be friends in ten years. what relation will i have to him and his wife & kids??
will we just have gotten sick & tired of how well we connect and move on?
maybe that.
and with his proposed question of after i visit him out there, then what will be of us!!?
i told this on-the-brink-of-exiting-his-20's guy that i don't wish to, under any circumstance, to get attached, yet his neuroticism & persistence was bombarding from all directions at me, i couldn't escape. i mean, that's why i refused to give him substantial eye contact always.
so what to do..
a) maintain or cultivate a lousy long distance affair including sappy poem marathons while we try to find our own puttys or elaines or whomever is cute enough for jerry to date.
b) nothing.
c) hold out on mike.
d) keep brian on the side so that way patrick & i can snivel our way into one of brian's films in progress.
i wonder if we'll still be friends in ten years. what relation will i have to him and his wife & kids??
will we just have gotten sick & tired of how well we connect and move on?
maybe that.