if she only knew

Jan 31, 2006 00:55

i get excited over a nose bleed ( Read more... )

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worst_int3ntion January 31 2006, 12:57:43 UTC
Your background, the notepad on the desk. I remember writing on every page the words, I love you, except on the pages you had already written the amount of money you had made and what you spent it on. You always spent your money. Maybe I don't love you the same way or the way you want me to, but I do care and I will always love you. And with the four words, "I fucking hate you" repeating over and over in my head....I still care. And if you need anything call me.

oh and hopefully, it is just a nosebleed, you get those a lot. And hopefully the pain in your lungs is nothing serious, and hopefully the driver of that semi pays attention to the road, and perhaps you'll remember you don't believe in taking medicine to cure a headache, because I know and so do a lot of other people, that you have the chance to be something great and you don't need anyone to help you accomplish what you want to do. Rockstar, be able to have enough money for your parents to retire, etc. Whether we are talking or not, I will always remember you and whether you believe it or not, I will care.

Take it easy Gabster.

-Amanda

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