hello there

Dec 19, 2005 21:16

hey LJ readers whats poppin? im making it a habit to update this everyday now, i went a long time without even lookin at this thing and i kinda like gettin back into it. keepin it old school with LJ.

so hmm lets talk about my first day at work. i still cant quite figure out if i had a good day, or a bad day..i guess ill just stop tryin it and call it what it really is - just another day. i liked my job, a lot. im with this company called louis sterling and pretty much what i do is walk around with a clipboard and take notes on what people want done at the job sites.. then i go to my boss and translate to him (portuguese) what the notes say. i also get to drive around to different places and today i actually got down and dirty at a job that needed to be finished...we knocked out 500ft of ceramic tile. niccee. i like busting my ass from time to time. so that was the good part. the bad part

my transmission is fuckin up bad..i couldnt go into reverse today so i basically had to drive forward the whole day.. its kinda hard ya know? thats probably a thousand bucks im guna need to spend and that money could be going towards the camaro and my diploma. its alright though. i got a pretty bad nose bleed today out of nowhere.. it wasnt clumpy or anything.. just pure blood runnin down my nose. i tasted iron on my lips and wiped it, i looked at my fingers and they were red. too bad im not dying though, that'd be too easy.

ok i take that back, life can be alright and i know one day i will find something or someone to fill up the part of my heart that has been ripped out. but i know that if i "make it through life" i will always think back to these times right here and wish that my problems were as simple as these. im guilty for taking life for granted, but i guess everyone is sometimes.

damn its 9:30 and im ready for bed. i got home at 8 from work today and left at 6. damn i gatta get used to that. but you know wat? it was good for me, now i dont even got time to be sad... im constantly on the run.

gatta go

take it easy

gabSter
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