infactuation vs love
now here i go again fallin down
i can only make it up to a week with being okay
then the memories of you surround me
and it sometimes lasts for days
now you see theres someone else
she makes my world seem real again
with her i forget about you
i forget all the shit we put eachother through
i read everything you write
sometimes i fool my self to believe its for me
you know i was always such a fool
but somethings you know you couldnt get past me
i cant believe it went down like that
i always thought we were better
i guess i got wrapped up in another
pointless relationship that only left another scar
go on, blame it on me
when you know my mistakes were just an excuse for you to leave
i always told you this would happen
you always "reassurred" me that it wouldn't
i think i hate you
but maybe its cause im still in love with you
i want to spit in your face
but maybe its cause at night all i think about is still you
you were just another fuckin immature drama queen
why did i make myself believe there was more to be seen?
TELL ME whos guna fuck you like i used to fuck you
TELL ME whos guna teach you the things i thought you
TELL ME whos guna put up with ur shit when u get shitfaced and down
tell me who would drive 3 hrs to get to you, just to turn back around
i let you stick an enema up my butt
just cause you convinced me i was really constipated
you just wanted to see wat happens didnt you?
you opened the door and i was sweating on the toilet
and then you just ran out laughing
we laid all alone in the sand
the night we found love in eachother
why did that seem so real?
why did i feel whole when you took my hand?
alright calm down now gabby theres more to life then her
remember that girl you were talkin about
i think you could really be happy with her
give her a try - forget about the young girls
alright here we go
im guna try to make it through this week again
its gettin easier and easier to erase you
when i think about how you deleted me