neighbors catch a contact from the blunts that ive smoked

Nov 29, 2005 01:32

Wow i dont even know why the fuck im so irritated and pissed and i dont want to talk to anyone at this moment Nothing is great at all i wanna slit someones throat, all i hear is ppl yell no one talks they yell they always yell they cant be calm they goota be fucked up and pist about there fucked up shit wich is their fuckin problem, i didnt do shit today but chill at courtneys and i got to see my little tinny small ass cousin, weird i was littler then her shes so fucking cute and loooks exactly like my boy chico my family makes such beautiful babies, cant wait to have one of my own i hope my kids will have their moms eyes but for now my kid is thomas god hes fuckin adorable, he came over and i gave him a sucker and he smiled and hugged me and then his mom come to get him and shes like u look exactly like him that made me feel fuckin great honestly k enough of the family now its about chels n me
chelsea is so great i love her and i hope she loves me just as much her smile is something i cant get enough of but then again i hardly ever get that i cant make her smile like i use to any more and it hurts, it kills to see what she goes through, i feel like im stabbing her in her back when i hurt her, and i hurt, i cant stop hurting, im so madly in love with this girl i just dont kno what the fuck to do, shes always here for me im never there for her, and that just says im the fucked up one shes someone you dont have to show she knows exactly where it hurts

even when your hustlin days are gone
shell be by ur side still holdin on
even when those 20's stop spinnin
all those gold diggin women disapeer
shell still be here<3
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