randy called me and told me he had this awful nightmare that i didn't love him- i was just pretending to love him. and then someone he knew from a long time ago that doesn't exist in real life [ryan] was going to rape me, so randy had to go to some sexual abuse counseling thing. but when he came back to look for me, i was in this candlelit room with ryan. we had thee doors locked. randy heard me tell ryan that we couldn't tell anyone what was going on.
i had bad dreams last night, too. my nana and my papa came back- but i was the only one that knew. i was the only one that could see or hear them. i made dinner for the three of us, and when my mom and the girls came home, i was like, 'LOOK! nana and papa are back! see? these are our dirty dishes from dinner!' my mom didn't believe me. she asked, 'did you cut up nana's carrots for her?' i nodded proudly.
but then they were gone.
yesterday, i learned that the cost of repairing my car exceeds the value of the car itself. so it is gone, dead. i have mixed feelings about it, of course. and i haven't yet decided how to dispose of it. but
these kids are throwing out some helpful advice.
i walked three miles to the theatre downtown this evening. i could have taken a shortcut and snipped half a mile off my journey. hell, i could have even taken the bus. but i don't know, i just felt like walking. i saw '500 days of summer.' randy had suggested we see it together a few days ago, but i knew he had no interest in it, and was therefore only suggesting it because he knew I'D want to see it. so i pretended i didn't care. i like to save face in front of people sometimes. like, 'oh, i don't like romantic comedies that much- i'd rather watch dead alive or something.'
yeah. whatever. i like romantic comedies just as much as the next broad. this film was so well-written. i identified with the protagonist, tom [played by joseph gordon-levitt] SO MUCH that i totally started crying at several points throughout the film. in addition to that, the sexy scenes were ACTUALLY SEXY, which i can't say is true for me usually. and i actually laughed out loud several times, which i usually don't do during films.
some parts were cheesy, for sure. and i didn't care for the ending. but i'm not going to discuss it, because i'd really rather you see it. really. see it. this film is definitely in my top 25 of all-time.
okay, if you really need ANOTHER reason to see it: joseph gordon-levitt in a joy division t-shirt. okay? okay? it really doesn't get any hotter than that.
someone i used to love told me that i look like zooey deschanel. she is WAY softer and WAY prettier... but this film did inspire me to bring back the bangs. now where did i set those shears?