Help
Everythings falling down. It was like a drug, this hope was. A drug that kept me holding on. Just in touch with that knowledge that hes ok and I will see him soon. If only the knowledge was actually right. Now theres nothing. No present, no future. And the past.....well it will slowly fade away. Its just a memory and memorys like these stab me so ferioucly. They hurt to much. I want to do something but I am still unsure what. I am reaching out to you with my mind but I don't think you are feeling it anymore. I am here and where are you? Oh no, that thought makes me so depressed. So messed up. Even for you. Why do I have to cry so much. It feels like I have just taken a step back in time. Over and over again this feeling I am sure would have repeated time and time again. But still I feel so drained. Whats going to happen to us? Someone please tell me...