Leaving but not really
Its occured again. And I wish it wouldn’t. That sense. I just want to isolate myself from the whole atmosphere so there will be no more passion, emotion, feelings and mainly I won’t have to express anything to humanity. I won’t have to try and be the person they all want me to be. It will all be over if only I could just lock myself up in some diamond shaped circle. Theres this girl and shes brought all the equipment she needs and shes building a whole new world and she wants me to go there. But she was only a dream and I never replied. I woke up a second to soon, but a second to late too. Always a second to late. People come and go. People stay and leave. They walk off just as quickly as they came. They leave in all detached ways, but at the same time they kind of never leave anyway. I spoke on her phone to Candy last night. I hadn’t seen her for a long time. She made me smile. I love Candy. She is gone but she never left.