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Hi, Im Jen..remember me?!?!
Maybe not, maybe so...
Positivley yes, Positivley no..
Whichever, im still alive.
Being myself with or without you.
cause we're all busy sometimes, or just fabulous liars and say we are.
Or perhaps we just don't care because we don't have to anymore.
because he's gone now and it doesn't matter to us anymore.
And keeping our minds away from what hurts is what matters.
because we've got better people to see and places to go, that are fun and not so..
Depressing.
My mind hurts, my heart hurts, my eyes hurt, my whole body hurts.
Stressfulness, sadness, sleeplessness, even scardness of whats to come.
It all hurts.
And all who witness, are already gone.
Maybe not, maybe so...
Positivley yes, Positivley no..
Whichever, im still alive.
Being myself with or without you.
cause we're all busy sometimes, or just fabulous liars and say we are.
Or perhaps we just don't care because we don't have to anymore.
because he's gone now and it doesn't matter to us anymore.
And keeping our minds away from what hurts is what matters.
because we've got better people to see and places to go, that are fun and not so..
Depressing.
My mind hurts, my heart hurts, my eyes hurt, my whole body hurts.
Stressfulness, sadness, sleeplessness, even scardness of whats to come.
It all hurts.
And all who witness, are already gone.