instead of studying....

[screamingout169]

 whats this catastrophe that you speak of?
why it is your life dying before your eyes
laugh.laugh.laugh.
but if only i knew, i wouldn't have takin it for granted
blah.blah.blah.
they always say that
this is heaven, here and now
and you took it for granted

sigh.

i know.

but hush your tears my dear
there is more out there for you 
more than a heartbreaker, or a wrong turn

i gave you a chance, in fact i gave you numerous ones
and you still proceeded to enjoy watching me turn blank
laugh. laugh. laugh.
that is what you do best.
afraid of the future, you run away from the present.

but dont worry babe, i will be running the opposite direction
away from your lies and your cunning smile.
i dont forgive easily, i dont give up easily though either.

sigh.