Apr 09, 2007 21:03
i want inspiration, i want happiness, i want to feel again, i want to believe, i want to trust, i want to love, i want hope, i want to find faith, i want to be able to share my secrets to the ones who care the most, i want to be able to not hide behind laughter, i want true smiles, i want to push myself to the limit, i want to never give up, i want my family to be healthy, i want my friends to all get along, i want the war to be over, i want to play music again, i want to feel confident, i want to lay on the beach forever, i want to smell nature again....
standing on top of the mountain i realized how lost i was, i realized that this is the beginning of a long road, i realized that no one knows me, i realized i am not ready to overcome what is hitting me now, and that scared me.
it was your mistake...
if you only knew.