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I think I am the crabbiest I have been in a REALLY long time today, even the clicking of the keyboard as I type is irritating me. I can't stand the heat, or my brother playing video games in the background, or the dog wanting to go outside, or that there is nothing here I want to eat but I am terribly hungry.
I am attempting to work on lab homework and it is seriously making me want to chuck it through the window. It isn't clear and I am not "getting" it...I fucking HATE that, HATE IT. I feel like someone is holding a pillow over my face and I can't think, like everything is cloudy. I have no idea why I am so frustrated, out of it, and angry. Maybe I need a nap...but even the thought of one of those grosses me out. Ugh. I don't like days like today.
My homework is going to be late, it is all going to be wrong, and the A I had is going to be long gone. I try not to stress myself out about the petty shit, but sometimes I just can't turn it off.
I am attempting to work on lab homework and it is seriously making me want to chuck it through the window. It isn't clear and I am not "getting" it...I fucking HATE that, HATE IT. I feel like someone is holding a pillow over my face and I can't think, like everything is cloudy. I have no idea why I am so frustrated, out of it, and angry. Maybe I need a nap...but even the thought of one of those grosses me out. Ugh. I don't like days like today.
My homework is going to be late, it is all going to be wrong, and the A I had is going to be long gone. I try not to stress myself out about the petty shit, but sometimes I just can't turn it off.