new name
evilgmbethy ----> screamingintune
i swore I'd never change this username. I've had it since 2002.
but my boyfriend at the time came up with, and I recently learned he is a sexual predator and has been named in pro wrestling's #SpeakingOut movement.
So I ddn't want something he labeled me as my name anymore.
new name comes from my current musical obsession, The Amazing Devil, from their song, "Farewell Wanderlust:"
I promise you I'm not broken
I promise you there's more
More to come, more to reach for, more to hurl at the door
Goodbye to all my darkness, there's nothing here but light
Adieu to all the faceless things that sleep with me at night
This here is not make up, it's a porcelain tomb
And this here is not singing, I'm just screaming in tune because
Farewell Wanderlust, you've been ever so kind
You brought me through this darkness, but you left me here behind
And so long to the person you begged me to be
He's down, he's dead
Now take a good long look at what you've done to me
Cheers, everyone. Don't let anyone get you done. This has brought up a lot of fucked up shit in my head. My body, with my 9 month migraine, my progressive MS, my spinal fluid leaking after a botched lumbar puncture, has already failed me. My dog is sick (he'll be ok tho). And now this. But I'll be okay. It's time to start healing.
i swore I'd never change this username. I've had it since 2002.
but my boyfriend at the time came up with, and I recently learned he is a sexual predator and has been named in pro wrestling's #SpeakingOut movement.
So I ddn't want something he labeled me as my name anymore.
new name comes from my current musical obsession, The Amazing Devil, from their song, "Farewell Wanderlust:"
I promise you I'm not broken
I promise you there's more
More to come, more to reach for, more to hurl at the door
Goodbye to all my darkness, there's nothing here but light
Adieu to all the faceless things that sleep with me at night
This here is not make up, it's a porcelain tomb
And this here is not singing, I'm just screaming in tune because
Farewell Wanderlust, you've been ever so kind
You brought me through this darkness, but you left me here behind
And so long to the person you begged me to be
He's down, he's dead
Now take a good long look at what you've done to me
Cheers, everyone. Don't let anyone get you done. This has brought up a lot of fucked up shit in my head. My body, with my 9 month migraine, my progressive MS, my spinal fluid leaking after a botched lumbar puncture, has already failed me. My dog is sick (he'll be ok tho). And now this. But I'll be okay. It's time to start healing.