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well, not much has happened around here lately, just the usual stuff I guess. I just thought it was time to update since it's been so long since i last updated so...
Not much I can say about the situation with the ladies, kinda suckin. Maybe I just suck so bad that sam was the only one who would take me, ha, funny thinking about it like that, I guess it's a little late for apologies, oh well, I'll die someday and I won't have the worry about it anymore, but anyway, yeah, nothings really going anywhere lately, mostly consists of me just comin home and thinking about everyone I think I know and then I just get tired of it all and just sleep. So yeah, thats most of my day, wake up, school, come home, sleep, wake up to eat dinner and then go back to bed. When you think about it, when your a kid, when you were scared and you thought that your bed was the safest place out of anywhere, becuase thats where you hide. But its the truth, I think we're all brought up to think that our bed it our sanctuary. When we cry, or get pissed off, or just need to get away from the world, where do you go? I don't know about you, but I go to my room, turn up the music and just lay in my bed, not much to it. I just think it's kinda funny how something as simple as laying on a bed can make us feel so safe nd secure.
Anyway, over vacation didn't do much besides hang out with seth, drew, luke, and adam. Going to the mall with them was pretty much the highlight of my vacation, the rest was sleeping and eating so. Well theres just not much say anymore, your happier, I'm worse, tomarrows another lifeless day. I hate feeling like a drone, just doing the same thing over and over, everyday, same shit, different day. I guess I just don't have much to be excited about anymore, I dunno, something will come along sooner or later.
I am moving in like 5 months probably becuase my dad's company he works for it laying off a ton of people and hes probably gonna get fired so they just decided that he'll work while we search for another job and what'd you know, my dad got a job in Manasses, Virginia. Awsome. I'd hate to move and all but it's not like I can stop it so what can ya do. Nothing, exacly. I guess moving isn't so bad when I realize that we'll have a bigger house, more money, I'll have a car, and I guess it gives me a new chance to start over, a clearn slate. A chance for me to get away from all the shit that happens around here, but then again, all the shit that happens around here is part of my life, and believe it or not, which I'm still having trouble believing, I'll be leaving friends behind.
seth, drew, adam, luke, chris, and all those fellas that I like to think are my friend. As for the rest of you, I guess you'll just be that much happier when I'm gone, which is an awsome thought.
Adios