Jul 17, 2005 02:01
I don’t know anything anymore
I don’t know anything anymore
Evan are you saving?
Were not gonna get to sleep till later
Sit back, enjoy the dream
Enjoyu the trip
Its almost over
Evan
Can you believe any of this es even happening?
You haven’t been speaking in forever
Noones looked, we’re not gonna get caught
You’re acting ridiculous for no apparent reason
Hey evan lets face it we’re gonna be up all night
Evan!
Lets face it were gonna be up all night
Theres no chance we’re gonna get to sleepby the time this wears off
We’ll be cool
Lucky for us we took it
???
wat are u talking ASBOUT!!#!
YOU SPOKE EVAN
AT 221
After not speaking in FOREVER
This is the only way to 100 percent capture wat happened in the trip?
Well
Notr 100 percent
Of course
Everything is everything
You’ve been thinkinb way too much
You just had to push mike off of you
Ther
Again
U did
U feel everything
Nothing
Everything matters
You think
THAT’S ALL YOU DO
IS THINK
I LOVE CHRISTIANNN?
Love
Wat the fuck is love
Mike sez he LOVES honor
This is all such a TRIP
We looked ate everything in the form of a song
Glassjaw
Favorite song
Christians speed trip
WHAT THE FUCK?
IS ANYTHING
ANYMORE
STEPHANIE THAT’S MIKES sisters name
Julia?
Do you know who that ism ike?
Evan
Evan LANCE ROSE you’reaEGOINGCRAZY
Its 223
Do you think Christians trip is worse that nth is
Wth his speed
We started this DIARYH?JOURNAL? at 2 15
Am
I feel likea hippy - mike
Im gonna SAVE THIS
LISANTI
FUCK YES
Im gonna save it
Hopefully you would have gotten this far
You can understand this is the story of your SHROOM TRIP
I keep writing this
Its all gonna be OK IN THE END
SEZ MIKE
THIS IS MY STORY
WHY AM I TALKING SO MUHCH- says mike
Its 2 26
Nothing has made sense throughtout this HWOLE NIGHT
We smoked some weed
U sat in the corner for who fucking knows how long
I HOPE YOU HAVE GOTTEN THIS FAR
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU MIKE
I LOVE YOU EVAN
CHRISTIAN
SID
FOREVER
MONKEYPANK?
Teehee
This is Crazy
THIS IS COOL SEZ MIKE
How fucking long do you think this is gonna be?
Sez evan at 227
YOU HAVENT SPOKE SINCE 221
YOU JUST PUSHED MIKE OFF
HES NOT MAKINEG any sense
Neither are you
I HOPE YOU WILL BE ABLE TO READ ALL OF THIS
Getting to this point
Youre sore
Everything is sore
This is gonna be over sometime\
You gonna be saving this?
This is our journal
MKE IS MAKING NOISEES
I feel like a faggot for making a journal
But this is the only way?
Poop queen
THAT’S WAT MIKE SED A T 228
Evan YOUR SORE
AND O MY GOD
YOU’RE MY BEST FRIEND
SHIT MATTERS
Eveyrhint matters at one time
Nothing matters at the next
Nothing feels like anything
Everythings feels like
What?
HA
Mikes had his retainer in his mout THE WHOLE NIGHT
LISANTI
Do ou think this will be a song someday?
Mike asks
THIS IS SO FUCKING LONG
NO WAY
229, eban speaks again
YOU LAUGH TOO
MORE OF A CHUCKLE
This is so tyte mike sez
Everything was SO WEIRD
YOU REMEMVER TRIPPING ON EVERYTHING
SNAKES WE’RE ON THE CARPET
MIKES CEILING
THE YELLOW STAR THAT turned into everything
YOU CRIED THE WHOLE TIME?
You couldn’t feel anything
You shit your pants?
Pissed ?
Puked?
LOOK AT YOUR FACE?
Sids barf is still onm the carpet from a lont time ago
I CANT BELIEVE ITS ONLY 231
I love you mike
I love you too man
Sez mike
I think its gonna be ok just you and i
Its been JUST YOU TOO
BUT YOU’VE SEEN YOURWHOLE LIFE
AS MUCH AS YOU CAN THINK TO EVEN REMEMBER
EVEN SHIT YOU CANT EVEN REMEMBER
OR TRY TO THINK ABOUT?
Do you rememver a really weird part abour your trip?
Sed mike
EVERYTHING WAS NO SENSE
Made no sense
MIKE JUST LOOK AT THE SCREEN
DON’T LOOKAT ME
THIS IS ALL A TRIP
THIS IS ALL A TRIP
ITS 233
YOU STARTED WRITING BIGGER TO CATCH MIKES ATTENTION
ITS LIKE THE MATRIX
SEZ MIKE
I CANT BELIEVE THIS MAN SEZ MIKE
NEITHER CAN YOU
WHO IS MIKE
THIS IS MY BLANKET?!!!#
WE’RE NOW SHARING A BLANKET
WE WANNA SEE HOW LONG IT IS
ITS ONLY 3 PAGES
BUT IT FEELS LIKE A FUCKING BUTTLOAD MORE
Yes were gonna be reading this
New band name
I like ben’s jacket
Sucks-mike
RETAINER BOY
You’re crying again at 2 35
DON’T FORGET TO CALL JULIA
THIS WILL ALL BE OVER
This is the coolest night ever
YOU HAVE FELT EVERYTHING
RITE NOW U LOVE IT
BUT NEVER DO THIS AGAIN
EVER
MAKE THIS POETIC MIKE SEZ/
He sez somewhere between the crazy lines of this legacy we’re to leave behind so to speak
Is a song?
A SONG HE SEZ
Lisanti
I wonder wat who is doing?
DON’T LOOK AT ME
Serious
DON’T DO THIS AGAIN
YOU HATED IT
IT FEELS LIKE FOREVER
FOR EVER
IT Was a nice experience
I THINK IM FALLING FOR HONOR
WY?
I DON’T EVNE KNOW
DUDE
I was trin to be outside my body
Its just like she’s in 8th grade so its so funny
This is such a trip
2 37
this feels like A LIFETIME
you have been tripping for
YOU HAVE TO COUNT ON YOUR HAND NOW
3 AND A HALF HOURS
WE ATE THEM AT 10
Started tripping at 11
Its takeing forever
Youd did the same thing
Its like a big puzzle mike sez
You cnat finish a thought
You think too much
The whole night
Who is anyone?
What is anything
Im writing anything that comes to mind
Don’t lookat my disgustingness
Wha the fuck
Are yhou talking about?
YOU SPOKE AGAIN
AT 239
You ask wat u were doing
If you were in the zone
You get excited and want to call chrsitian
Your crying
I had his phone turned off
IT NEDDS TO BE JUST US RITE NOW
Best friend kind of thing
YOU’RE STILL CRYING
I HOPE YOU H AVE READ THIS MUCH
Will anyone read this?
240
im not gonna give up sez mike
ITS SILENCE
WHY AM I WITH HONOR DUDE
WHO WILL KNOW WHO SEZ ANY of this
Your hands feel numb
So does yhour body
You cant comprehend nor distinguish anything
Its like ambien but you don’t remember wat that’s like
The night feels like forever
What do you think the stronges par t o fthe trip was sez mike
You wanna keep typing
And you do
This little journal
Mike isn’t making any sense
This is getting us throught this
EVAN YOU’RE A GENIUS
U SAVED US
Mike wants to smoke
We tried
It failed
We need to just relax
We need more musi
Put on some saosin
YOU JUST MENTIONED DEVON
AT 2 42
And he laughs!
We hate devon
Fuck her man
Shes gonna get you introuble
K im done
We listend to glassjaw
Alexisonfire
Saosin
This is SO WEIRD
ITS SUCH A TRIP
You discussed trip
It was all like poetry
MIKE SEZ HE HOPES HONOR ISN’T MAD
The music is unfamiliar and split up
Notthe same
Experimental
Its 243
Puppy love relationships
Some song I don’t recognize that he sings
In my ear
Thisis your FIRST AND LAST TIME EVAN
I wanna do it again sez mike
THIS WAS INSANE
It was my second you gotta record it just keep it like this
I suck penis…
We both giggle
And you’re STIL CRYING
AT 244
YOU FEEL LIKE A HELPLESS CHILD
I don’t wanna do this again
DON’T LOOK AT me
You grunt at 245
I don’t have to think sez mike
Just chill
You wanna turn up the music
Translating the name is wat u goton rite now
He tells me to type for a bit
This is such a trip
Keep looking
Honor will not read this
IF YOU ARE READING THIS HONOR
WE FAILED BECAUSE U GOT THIS FAR
Mike loves cock
Its 246
Its how man pages
This was youre playliest
Everything changes colors
Your cold
Mike pulled down his shorts
Mike turns on the stereo
Youre playlist trip
Pretty lush Siberian kiss when18becomes 2zeros
Ry rys song
YOU SAY LOVEBITES AND RAZORLINES IS YOUR FAVORITE
Over and over
The same thing happens
You hate going to the bathroom
Mikes circling
You’ve asked to piss in the trashcan AMILLION TIMES
THE SAME SHIT KEEPS HAPPENING
IT was weird
It was everything
YOU DON’T WAN THIS AGAIN
THE MUSIC GETS SLOW
MIKE LAUGHS
But you don’t have to piss anymore
You type so fast due
The music speeds up but everything is blurry
Theresn little noises mikes chair makes
You’re listenin to I can tell there was an accident here earlier
You haven’t spoken for a while its 2 50
For a about the first hour and a half
Hyou talked forever
You count stop
CALL CHRISTIAN AND JULIA
They know
Not now mike
TURN OFF YOUR FONE MIKE
Im saying to call Christian when you read this
In the morning
You listen to seven years acoustic
NOTHING MAKES SENSE
THIS IS TOTALLY GAY
Its like a movie
He keeps asking about sid
We’ve been tripping for almost 4 hours
Its 2 51
Almost 4 hours
SHROOMS
Mike has to piss
We don’t know where any of the pot is
Or the pipe
MR T
I hope you haven’t gotten caught
NONE OF THIS SEEMS REAL
Don’t treat me im to blame Anthony sez
Its unreal
Acoustic 3rd measurement
Its like another world
But the world you’re in rite now is wats real
FOCUS ON THAT
Theres no escape
There are questions unanswered
Face it
Life goes on
Keep being who you are
EVAN LANCE ROSE
You are tripping hard
You thought so much in this night
You want to cry at 2 55
Almost 4 hours
You talk
And say you’ve been trippint the wholf fuckin
Nite
TANGO WITH DADDY
Mke cant type
It will ruin this
He sez JOE
Thur
Joe mamma
HA
Ha
The whole trip has been dark
Light in the BATHROOM
At one time
Its 301
THERE WAS LIGHT IN THE BATHROOM
YOU LOKED AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR
EVERYBODY’S PUPILS WERE CRAZY
This weekend has rocked
You start to feel back ton ormal at 30 4
You listen to dead poetic and chill in the computer chair and mike sits in the corner
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