Jul 26, 2004 17:49
I went out of town, and now I'm back.
I want to leave again, but this time by myself.
I've had this thought on my mind now for quite sometime.
I just want to pack up and leave.
Go on a trip for myself, by myself.
I want to see if I can do things all on my own.
I want to see places and experience things I've never even thought of.
I want to meet new people.
All I really know is Livermore.
Its not like I've never been away from it.
I've gone farther than some will ever go.
But I still feel as if I haven't seen much.
And I haven't, I'm only 18.
I have a plane ticket to anywhere in the world, yet I'm still here.
So much was thrown at me after graduation.
Responsibility and the "real world" was shoved in to my face.
Its not like I hadn't had a taste of it before, but this was an overload.
I want to experience something this summer.
I want to, before college starts and before I have a full plate.
But still I dont know where.
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