WOW
Yesterday wasn't a different kind of day.
It was supposed to be all fun, and enjoyable.
That wasn't the case at all.
So much shit went down.
I had to sit, at my grad party, and choke back tears all day.
All I wanted to do is be with my friends and see my boyfriend.
I was able to finally sneak away, from my party and all the people that were there for me. I felt bad.
I went To james' house, because he wasn't able to make it over, due to his own family obligations that day.
His family wanted to congratulate me on graduating, they wanted to reminisce all about high school and their memories, and my memories. His mother made a special dessert, and we all ate while they gave me some gifts, and I exchanged some with James' sister because it was her birthday. That was nice of them.
I realized that I was way late for Ambers party, so I told them that I had to go. I thought that Amber and all would be angry, but would understand that I was late because I stayed later at my party with my family and family friends, and then spent time with my second family exchanging gifts and congratulations, and at least I was able to make it.
No. That wasn't the case at all.
I was greeted at Ambers house with hugs and congrats, from her Dad and Step-mom. Then Beth comes around the corner and tells me that I should probably leave because everyone is so angry. I believed that they might be angry, but would understand and basically get over it because I was there now. I walked around the corner, and then realized what Beth was talking about.
Amber looked straight at me and asked why I was there. Everyone stops and stares. I had no idea who a lot of the people were there. I understand that she is mad, and tried to explain with out getting mad also. It basically turns in to an all out scream fest toward me, with Amber jumping up and down screaming in her seat, Aimee telling me to leave and to just "go suck your boyfriends dick" ( wow, ya that was from Aimee). So as they are doing this, all the people are staring at me. I turn around and walk away. Ambers dad apologizes profusely, but I tell him I understand, but they shouldn't have confronted me like that or said the things they did. Out of no where Alex is there apologizing for their actions, but that isn't his fault.
I leave, drive home, and arrive to see all my family and family friends are still here. I had to walk in and try to choke back tears, but as soon as I saw my mom I break down, in front of everyone.
Yesterday was by far one of the worst days Ive had in a couple of years, and I did enough crying to last me for many years to come.
I know that I might have been in the wrong, maybe I should have called again, but many others were way over the top and took it to far.
They say that in the years following high school friends will come and go, and that it will be interesting to see who you are still friends with down the road / who are your true friends. I just didn't think that I would realize so soon.
<3
It was supposed to be all fun, and enjoyable.
That wasn't the case at all.
So much shit went down.
I had to sit, at my grad party, and choke back tears all day.
All I wanted to do is be with my friends and see my boyfriend.
I was able to finally sneak away, from my party and all the people that were there for me. I felt bad.
I went To james' house, because he wasn't able to make it over, due to his own family obligations that day.
His family wanted to congratulate me on graduating, they wanted to reminisce all about high school and their memories, and my memories. His mother made a special dessert, and we all ate while they gave me some gifts, and I exchanged some with James' sister because it was her birthday. That was nice of them.
I realized that I was way late for Ambers party, so I told them that I had to go. I thought that Amber and all would be angry, but would understand that I was late because I stayed later at my party with my family and family friends, and then spent time with my second family exchanging gifts and congratulations, and at least I was able to make it.
No. That wasn't the case at all.
I was greeted at Ambers house with hugs and congrats, from her Dad and Step-mom. Then Beth comes around the corner and tells me that I should probably leave because everyone is so angry. I believed that they might be angry, but would understand and basically get over it because I was there now. I walked around the corner, and then realized what Beth was talking about.
Amber looked straight at me and asked why I was there. Everyone stops and stares. I had no idea who a lot of the people were there. I understand that she is mad, and tried to explain with out getting mad also. It basically turns in to an all out scream fest toward me, with Amber jumping up and down screaming in her seat, Aimee telling me to leave and to just "go suck your boyfriends dick" ( wow, ya that was from Aimee). So as they are doing this, all the people are staring at me. I turn around and walk away. Ambers dad apologizes profusely, but I tell him I understand, but they shouldn't have confronted me like that or said the things they did. Out of no where Alex is there apologizing for their actions, but that isn't his fault.
I leave, drive home, and arrive to see all my family and family friends are still here. I had to walk in and try to choke back tears, but as soon as I saw my mom I break down, in front of everyone.
Yesterday was by far one of the worst days Ive had in a couple of years, and I did enough crying to last me for many years to come.
I know that I might have been in the wrong, maybe I should have called again, but many others were way over the top and took it to far.
They say that in the years following high school friends will come and go, and that it will be interesting to see who you are still friends with down the road / who are your true friends. I just didn't think that I would realize so soon.
<3