Mixed Signals?
Today was weird. It was 9th grade orientation. We performed our Pop Music/ Hella Good dance/stunt routine. I nailed everything.. and all our stunts stuck.
Jonny and I fought a lot. I had a jealousy streak.. and I guess he does too. When we talked today he couldn't stop talking about how he thinks Renee is hot. I understand I am ugly.. but sheesh. I guess it hurt my feelings. I played it off cool, whatever. I didn't know he got along with our schools " breaker group". I never seen him hang out with them before.. after all I am usually hanging around the breakers. He was talking about how he been learning how to break. And I was like "well you had to have big muscles in your tricep and bicep area to break". He was all like " What? You saying I don't have muscles?", in a really bitchy attitude. Then he was like " If you like thier muscles why don't you go talk to them." And then i was like " Never." and then he like called me a good girl. WTF am I?!?!? A DOG???? That pissed me off.. and ruined my day.
I went out to eat at this Thai restraunt. It was so cool. This lady was dancing for us.. while we were dining. Yeah it was sooo cool!!
After that I picked up my sister from Cheer.I went there and like Robert was there and wouldn't leave me alone. Fucker. I talked to like hella people. Then came home.
I got online.. the second Jonny comes online he IMz me. I was suprised he didn't IM Renee first. After all he thinks she looks good! But we talked like nothing happened. I told him that I was bored and like would do something crazy. He asked me to sneak out and meet him at the store. I met him there, we walked to my house and hung out in my room for like 10 minutes. He wanted to get high.. I don't know if I ever wanna do it again. Peer pressure sucks. Especially from someone you like. Then we went outisde and walked to Liz's for like two hours. I feel weird around Jonny now. I don't know why. I just do. He was being a pervert.. but I do like him.
Ugh.. my emotions are taking over. It pisses me off.
Imma sleep on it.
HuGgSsZ *n* KiSsEsZ
<3 xoxo Raquel xoxo <3
Jonny and I fought a lot. I had a jealousy streak.. and I guess he does too. When we talked today he couldn't stop talking about how he thinks Renee is hot. I understand I am ugly.. but sheesh. I guess it hurt my feelings. I played it off cool, whatever. I didn't know he got along with our schools " breaker group". I never seen him hang out with them before.. after all I am usually hanging around the breakers. He was talking about how he been learning how to break. And I was like "well you had to have big muscles in your tricep and bicep area to break". He was all like " What? You saying I don't have muscles?", in a really bitchy attitude. Then he was like " If you like thier muscles why don't you go talk to them." And then i was like " Never." and then he like called me a good girl. WTF am I?!?!? A DOG???? That pissed me off.. and ruined my day.
I went out to eat at this Thai restraunt. It was so cool. This lady was dancing for us.. while we were dining. Yeah it was sooo cool!!
After that I picked up my sister from Cheer.I went there and like Robert was there and wouldn't leave me alone. Fucker. I talked to like hella people. Then came home.
I got online.. the second Jonny comes online he IMz me. I was suprised he didn't IM Renee first. After all he thinks she looks good! But we talked like nothing happened. I told him that I was bored and like would do something crazy. He asked me to sneak out and meet him at the store. I met him there, we walked to my house and hung out in my room for like 10 minutes. He wanted to get high.. I don't know if I ever wanna do it again. Peer pressure sucks. Especially from someone you like. Then we went outisde and walked to Liz's for like two hours. I feel weird around Jonny now. I don't know why. I just do. He was being a pervert.. but I do like him.
Ugh.. my emotions are taking over. It pisses me off.
Imma sleep on it.
HuGgSsZ *n* KiSsEsZ
<3 xoxo Raquel xoxo <3