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I have so much shit to write about, but it will take forever so i guess i am going to write about the major things. But okay, since i have been avoiding Nebraska, i started talking to new people. My good friend Mikey, who recently moved to Sac is here for the summer and he is staying with his cousin Jesse. Me and Mikey used to talk all the time despite the fact that he moved 2 hrs away from me. But then I didn't talk to him for a while.. then i see him unexpectedly at the movies.. and then he calls me later that night and we talk for hella long.. and then i start talking to his cousin Jesse whom i met months ago and i like fell in love with him because he was the sweetest guy in the world.. and he was like HELLA fine.. i mean he has the prettiest mix black and puerto rican OH WOW! Okay anyways.. Jesse calls me his Wifey and i call him my Hubby <3 But like.. after i met him at the movies.. i didn't talk to him for months because he got put on house arrest for fucking this guy up so much, the plastic surgeons had to rewire the poor guys jaw. Now, Jesse gets off House Arrest the 8th of August.
Okay.. so 3 days ago me and Jesse started talking hella.. even more than normal. Like the whole entire day with a couple of "hey i'll call you back in 20 minutes" type things. We talked about a lot of things.. he kept on telling me how much he loves me and how he wants to be with me and that i am the beautifulest girl he has ever seen and he would go on and on and he would be so nice to me and that made me like him even more.
Then one day he really wanted to see me again.. so he left his house around 11ish at night with Mikey and Nick and met me at my house. We hung out for a little while..then Jesse started being rude and shit and saying rude shit to me and being a perv asking me when imma let him hit and shit like that.. and i got pissed. My sister then came looking for me outside cuz she wanted to see Mikey, i guess cuz she has a fat crush on him.. and my sister told me that Jesse and her were talking when i was talking to Nick and she said that Jesse was telling her how beautiful i am and this and that and blah blah blah. Then he left and wouldn't give me a hug! But when he got home he called me and i was like "Why didn't you give me a hug?" and he was like" i don't hug girls..i let them kiss my dick" and i was like "oh wow".
Okay then the next day he didn't call me all day except around 6:30ish asking me if i had 5 bucks.. i was like "no" and he was like "oh okay" and then he hangs up.. and one thing about me is that if a guy hangs up on me I WONT call them back. Then he calls me back around 12 and is hella fucking rude like "Why are you such a bitch?" and shit like that for one hour..and i just listened to him put me down.. because i knew if i fought back, he'd say even more shit. Then i finally get a word in (at that time he was telling me how fucked up of a person i am) and then i told him that one day he is going to get himself killed. And then that threw him for a loop and he was like "Ya know what you ugly fucking bitch? I'm never gonna die" and he hung up on me.. then called me like 1 minute later apologizing and shit like "I'm sorry baby, I love you" and shit like that.. then he said he'd call me back and he was like "I love you" and i was like "k" and he was like "Say it back" and i was hurt from all the shit he said to me..and i wouldn't say it back so he almost yelled at me like "say it back!!" so i was like "i love you", but i said it softly.. and then he hung up on me.. and called me back and i was still pissed.. and he was like "So i guess you want a divorce" and i was like "iono". Then we were talking and he was like "Do you like me?" and i was like "iono" and then he was like "That is a yes or no question so answer it yes or no. Do you like me?" and i was like "Not anymore" and he was like "Put that on your life" so i put it on my life. and he was like "Put it on my life" so i put it on his life.. then he got really mad and was like "Fuck you bitch.I fucking hate you"and shit like that.. then he was like " I think you are ugly and i didn't even like you in the first place.. i just wanted to see how far you'd go with me" and he was getting really mad and talking hella shit to me calling me even more names like a "whore" and a "slut" and that he wouldn't care that i died and all this shit.. so i hung up on him.. and he kept on calling my homephone.. so i unplugged it.. then he kept calling my cellphone so i took the battery out and went to sleep.. Then he called me today like everything was okay.. and that got me mad so i hung up on him.. and i know the next time he is gonna call me.. he is going to talk more shit.. so i am REALLY looking forward to that.
Okay.. so 3 days ago me and Jesse started talking hella.. even more than normal. Like the whole entire day with a couple of "hey i'll call you back in 20 minutes" type things. We talked about a lot of things.. he kept on telling me how much he loves me and how he wants to be with me and that i am the beautifulest girl he has ever seen and he would go on and on and he would be so nice to me and that made me like him even more.
Then one day he really wanted to see me again.. so he left his house around 11ish at night with Mikey and Nick and met me at my house. We hung out for a little while..then Jesse started being rude and shit and saying rude shit to me and being a perv asking me when imma let him hit and shit like that.. and i got pissed. My sister then came looking for me outside cuz she wanted to see Mikey, i guess cuz she has a fat crush on him.. and my sister told me that Jesse and her were talking when i was talking to Nick and she said that Jesse was telling her how beautiful i am and this and that and blah blah blah. Then he left and wouldn't give me a hug! But when he got home he called me and i was like "Why didn't you give me a hug?" and he was like" i don't hug girls..i let them kiss my dick" and i was like "oh wow".
Okay then the next day he didn't call me all day except around 6:30ish asking me if i had 5 bucks.. i was like "no" and he was like "oh okay" and then he hangs up.. and one thing about me is that if a guy hangs up on me I WONT call them back. Then he calls me back around 12 and is hella fucking rude like "Why are you such a bitch?" and shit like that for one hour..and i just listened to him put me down.. because i knew if i fought back, he'd say even more shit. Then i finally get a word in (at that time he was telling me how fucked up of a person i am) and then i told him that one day he is going to get himself killed. And then that threw him for a loop and he was like "Ya know what you ugly fucking bitch? I'm never gonna die" and he hung up on me.. then called me like 1 minute later apologizing and shit like "I'm sorry baby, I love you" and shit like that.. then he said he'd call me back and he was like "I love you" and i was like "k" and he was like "Say it back" and i was hurt from all the shit he said to me..and i wouldn't say it back so he almost yelled at me like "say it back!!" so i was like "i love you", but i said it softly.. and then he hung up on me.. and called me back and i was still pissed.. and he was like "So i guess you want a divorce" and i was like "iono". Then we were talking and he was like "Do you like me?" and i was like "iono" and then he was like "That is a yes or no question so answer it yes or no. Do you like me?" and i was like "Not anymore" and he was like "Put that on your life" so i put it on my life. and he was like "Put it on my life" so i put it on his life.. then he got really mad and was like "Fuck you bitch.I fucking hate you"and shit like that.. then he was like " I think you are ugly and i didn't even like you in the first place.. i just wanted to see how far you'd go with me" and he was getting really mad and talking hella shit to me calling me even more names like a "whore" and a "slut" and that he wouldn't care that i died and all this shit.. so i hung up on him.. and he kept on calling my homephone.. so i unplugged it.. then he kept calling my cellphone so i took the battery out and went to sleep.. Then he called me today like everything was okay.. and that got me mad so i hung up on him.. and i know the next time he is gonna call me.. he is going to talk more shit.. so i am REALLY looking forward to that.