(no subject)
she passed away early this morning.
i hate how when someone passes away that you are not directly connected too, you feel it but in a different way.
i just cant stop thinking about my family and close friends and how lucky we are. its just not fair.
i dont understand why her.. why anyone.. why this happens.
i dont understand how when things are getting better, its a tell a tale sign that its just going to crash back down again.
i hate how hayley is stuck in oakville and not with ben, when he needs her the most. i can just imagine how she feels.
i hate all of this.
all day has just been so dark and slow and just.. pointless.
i sometimes hate knowing the after processes of death.. ive been getting disturbing images all day mixed in with her smiling eyes.
arghhhhh..
in other news.
i hope everyone that is canadian voted today..
and in a more personal and uncalled for note: i really hope you didnt vote for harper.
i saw this gag on the net of dr evil and mini me (from austin powers) with bush's face over dr evil and harpers face over mini-me's.
be proud of what is different about canada..its diversity..its open minded policies..its health care policies. i just dont understand why people would want to change that.
i hate how when someone passes away that you are not directly connected too, you feel it but in a different way.
i just cant stop thinking about my family and close friends and how lucky we are. its just not fair.
i dont understand why her.. why anyone.. why this happens.
i dont understand how when things are getting better, its a tell a tale sign that its just going to crash back down again.
i hate how hayley is stuck in oakville and not with ben, when he needs her the most. i can just imagine how she feels.
i hate all of this.
all day has just been so dark and slow and just.. pointless.
i sometimes hate knowing the after processes of death.. ive been getting disturbing images all day mixed in with her smiling eyes.
arghhhhh..
in other news.
i hope everyone that is canadian voted today..
and in a more personal and uncalled for note: i really hope you didnt vote for harper.
i saw this gag on the net of dr evil and mini me (from austin powers) with bush's face over dr evil and harpers face over mini-me's.
be proud of what is different about canada..its diversity..its open minded policies..its health care policies. i just dont understand why people would want to change that.