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well today's my second to last day off until august 11th (weekday that is). luckily it's nice outside at the moment. last night, kai, derek, derek's cousin brian, and nick fitz came over. nothing too exciting but i like hanging out with them bc they're fun. minus when they make fun of me, which is actually becoming more and more of the time. haha, ooh well. after the others left, nick and i stayed up talking until 3 in the morning. dont ask me, he's the one who had to wake up early today. also, nick and derek have some secret text messaging going on that i'm not a big fan of....
it's interesting to hear what people thought of you when they first met you, especially if some things have changed since then. i mean generally i'd say i haven't changed that much since college, but i have a little i guess. i dont know, i just never really know what people think about me, not that it really matters that much because you shouldnt be acting certain ways to please people. i dont think that this is making much sense. haha, oooh well, it all makes sense in my head. (as per usual)
tomorrow i think some of us are going into DC for fireworks. it should be fun. tonight there's talk of poker and hot tubbing.... just trying to keep busy.
the reason for the last entry was that things had been building up and then someone let me down, so i got really pissed off. i mean i'm still kinda pissed, i've just decided to move on because in the grand scheme of things, this person doesnt have like any effect on my life anyways. and as for the other stuff.... life happens. you learn to deal. that's what i'm doing i guess. ok wow, cheese factor is a little too high... i'm ending this entry now.
it's interesting to hear what people thought of you when they first met you, especially if some things have changed since then. i mean generally i'd say i haven't changed that much since college, but i have a little i guess. i dont know, i just never really know what people think about me, not that it really matters that much because you shouldnt be acting certain ways to please people. i dont think that this is making much sense. haha, oooh well, it all makes sense in my head. (as per usual)
tomorrow i think some of us are going into DC for fireworks. it should be fun. tonight there's talk of poker and hot tubbing.... just trying to keep busy.
the reason for the last entry was that things had been building up and then someone let me down, so i got really pissed off. i mean i'm still kinda pissed, i've just decided to move on because in the grand scheme of things, this person doesnt have like any effect on my life anyways. and as for the other stuff.... life happens. you learn to deal. that's what i'm doing i guess. ok wow, cheese factor is a little too high... i'm ending this entry now.