Oct 04, 2006 19:38
ok, so i split with my boyfriend of two years, it was the hardest thing i have had to do i love him. a went up to see friends for a weekend, came back to cornwall and decided that i will be moving up to sussex. this was confirmed by my retalation to my brother throwing things at me. i have been working since i was 14, went to college and paid rent and cleaned up after everybody yet I was the one to be asked to leave! the lame reason being "your brother is paraniod 'cos of all the drugs"...my problem? FUCK NO!
my decision was made, then i got back with said ex, we're both still very much in love and the world seems ok once more. i am questioning weather or not moving is the right thing to do. Ex said he would move up with me but i suggested new furniture in the bedroom once and he looked horrified so i let it drop. i still really want to move but am begining to question weather or not i am willing to leave the safe and familar for a life i dont yet know....the saga continues....