needless to say, 23 was not my year. neither is 24.
Hey livejournal. It's been so long. Read a lot of posts I've posted in the past and the few people who still have their blogs. Boy, I'm still just as hopeless with girls as I always was.
Having a baby when you aren't interested in having one, especially with the person, is stupid and the worst feeling ever. I'm glad that this is bringing a new shining star into her life and all but for real...I'm just depressed and have been consistently depressed since I found out she was pregnant. I don't see it getting better and I don't think I'll ever get over a type of obligated feeling when it comes to the little girl we're having. This is sad. I'm sad.
LJ reminded me that I haven't had a girlfriend since December 2008. Wow. That's sad. I'm sad.
thecomeback! is going so poorly. I wish I could throw a chunk of cash at it and make good things happen, but that's so hard. I need a day job. That would make this. I'm in school, so a day job would be a night job and then there would be school which would account for the rest of life and all of that is just...bleh. BUT I have a few designs finished and I definitely wouldn't mind putting them out. A few local kids are starting up brands. I feel really supportive of it. I love seeing people do things with themselves. Keep it up everyone.
Just finished a semester of school. It was cool. Made a couple of cool friends. Did a dope job in my classes. Now for summer classes. Gotta do those. Then more classes. Until I die? I think until I die.
Okay! Later!
Having a baby when you aren't interested in having one, especially with the person, is stupid and the worst feeling ever. I'm glad that this is bringing a new shining star into her life and all but for real...I'm just depressed and have been consistently depressed since I found out she was pregnant. I don't see it getting better and I don't think I'll ever get over a type of obligated feeling when it comes to the little girl we're having. This is sad. I'm sad.
LJ reminded me that I haven't had a girlfriend since December 2008. Wow. That's sad. I'm sad.
thecomeback! is going so poorly. I wish I could throw a chunk of cash at it and make good things happen, but that's so hard. I need a day job. That would make this. I'm in school, so a day job would be a night job and then there would be school which would account for the rest of life and all of that is just...bleh. BUT I have a few designs finished and I definitely wouldn't mind putting them out. A few local kids are starting up brands. I feel really supportive of it. I love seeing people do things with themselves. Keep it up everyone.
Just finished a semester of school. It was cool. Made a couple of cool friends. Did a dope job in my classes. Now for summer classes. Gotta do those. Then more classes. Until I die? I think until I die.
Okay! Later!