Sorry
I am disappointed in myself for acting so out of character. I don't like that the things I do are topic of conversation for the evening though. Hope everyone enjoyed themselves. I really don't care about this that much I just needed to let it out.
On a lighter note the sun is shining today. I could feel it wrap around me when I walked outside. I am going to sleep in a comfy bed that is not my own. I will watch movies wishing your arms were around me even though everyone is still telling me to stay away. I will tune them out and grow up. Today I will grow up. Thank you for being the first person to make me feel like an adult. It hurt a little bit but it also felt really fucking good.
I sure hope Phillip English calls me too!!!
On a lighter note the sun is shining today. I could feel it wrap around me when I walked outside. I am going to sleep in a comfy bed that is not my own. I will watch movies wishing your arms were around me even though everyone is still telling me to stay away. I will tune them out and grow up. Today I will grow up. Thank you for being the first person to make me feel like an adult. It hurt a little bit but it also felt really fucking good.
I sure hope Phillip English calls me too!!!