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so lately i've been thinking alot about going to pleasant valley next year. it wouldn't be a problem because i'll be living in pv school district. and i guess it'd be nice to start over and not have to worry about being someone you've always been because that's how everybody has always known you. but it would also be senior year and i'd spend so much time trying to figure everyone out that i wouldn't enjoy myself. it'd be overwhelming. and i'll be going to college after senior year anyway. so i might as well just stay with what i know in stroudsburg and wait til i'm in college to start over. finish off at stroudsburg because that's where i started. and even if senior year weren't next year, i wouldn't switch schools anyway. i haven't got the guts to go through with it. so basically i'm just like day dreaming or something. like pretending i was a princess or something stupid like that.
i really do think too much.
i really do think too much.