my example

May 15, 2006 22:40

it was so painful going through your possessions tonight. Watching my father cry as we found stacks of black and whites from the 1940s. She was so beautiful. I resemble her figure just like a photograph. The Sapphire I remember her always wearing on her right ring finger, ever since I can remember fits my hand in the exact same way. I use to spin it around on her finger making sure i could always see it sparkle as she talked about, cooking and religion with her friends.
She didn't have very many friends....
That is something i regret, something i wish i could have helped.
I wish i could have helped her self worth...but i always loved her and never realized how much she was always there for me.
She kept all of my scribbles from when i drew her butterflies and sunshines in her left desk drawer...i found them tonight. Those gifts seem lost without her here to sift through them.

Realizing tonight that Saturday was the last day that i would see her forever, and not knowing if she knew i was there brushing her hair with my palm. I think she knew.

Further arrangements will be made.
I'm going to be there to help with all of them.
I miss her.
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