Dec 21, 2006 06:31
I have not been able to get into the holiday spirit since my Grandmother died when I was 24. I feel horible not being able to give my children what I had as a child.
I have no blood family here and this year the people i consider to be family are breaking apart. As if it isnt hard enough being out of work and being 2000 miles away from any family.
Well it looks like another long nite of crappy sleep