no way to intimidate the intimidator
it's been almost 5 years since an update.
I'm still not sober. Still drink too much. Still know its a problem, and still won't be ready for change. I quit cigarettes. I'm addicted to coffe.
I'm not depressed. I'm not upset. I'm not alone.
I'm working, a 9-5 job. after 10 years in retail, i'm working wholesale in the company I've been with for 4 years. and I'm growing into my role. I'm learning, and my brain has never felt so stimulated. I'm in love, and not the prior kinds. We're in love.
We getting married in October of 2016.
We own guns, we own fishing, hunting, camping summers, and we own fires, meat, and wrapped-windowed winters. we rent, and we want to own.
He's my other half, he calls me his "better half".
I don't write anymore. I miss writing. I do make things. silly crafts. I've begun making large paper mache animals. going to sell on Etsy within the year.
I still love music for the words. I still love words for the feeling.
I feel loved. I feel happy. I feel full. and I still feel missing...but very rarely..
I'm still not sober. Still drink too much. Still know its a problem, and still won't be ready for change. I quit cigarettes. I'm addicted to coffe.
I'm not depressed. I'm not upset. I'm not alone.
I'm working, a 9-5 job. after 10 years in retail, i'm working wholesale in the company I've been with for 4 years. and I'm growing into my role. I'm learning, and my brain has never felt so stimulated. I'm in love, and not the prior kinds. We're in love.
We getting married in October of 2016.
We own guns, we own fishing, hunting, camping summers, and we own fires, meat, and wrapped-windowed winters. we rent, and we want to own.
He's my other half, he calls me his "better half".
I don't write anymore. I miss writing. I do make things. silly crafts. I've begun making large paper mache animals. going to sell on Etsy within the year.
I still love music for the words. I still love words for the feeling.
I feel loved. I feel happy. I feel full. and I still feel missing...but very rarely..