Dec 20, 2006 11:21
You taught me that just having faith in someone isn't enough for them to change.
You taught me that it is so easy for someone to speak meaningless words
You taught me that loving you was so easy to do
You taught me that getting over you is even harder
You taught me that everything was based around your lies
You taught me that a kiss isn't a contract
You taught me that words and actions may mean the world to me, but nothing to you
You taught me that you've done this before, you'll do it again, not just to me, but to anyone in your path
You taught me that I deserve better, even though at the moment I don't see that
You taught me that reading your emotions through your eyes shows your lies
You taught me that I should never trust straight away
You taught me that I should never wear my heart on my sleeve
You taught me that you felt that you could lie to me over and over again, does that mean I did not deserve to know the truth?
You taught me that missing you was something I should have never done
You taught me that caring about you was wasting my energy because you never cared about me
You taught me that I could love again
You taught me that I could feel again
You taught me that I could want again
You taught me that love is not always kind
You taught me that you could break my heart, not just once, but over and over again
You taught me that even though you did all these things, that somewhere, deep down, you cared, even for a second
You taught me that listening to my heart is not always right
You taught me that listening to my gut instinct also isn't right
You taught me that I can’t handle walking away
You taught me that walking away doesn't mean I've given up on you or us, it means I have the strength to put it in the hands of fate and pray one day it will be
You taught me that I have different smiles when you speak to me
You taught me that loving you was never a mistake
You taught me that I did everything I could do to try and make this work
You taught me that you can't commit to one girl
You taught me that getting angry at you didn't make the situation any better
You taught me that ignoring you only cut you
You taught me that the way you treated me wasn't always directed at me, but directed at you and how you could deal with your emotions
You taught me that saying goodbye doesn't mean forever, it means right now, in this moment.
You taught me that I would do it all over again, just to be in your arms one last time.
You taught me that I still love you, that I will always love you, and to fight for you until I can't fight anymore.
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