fourth of july is ruined forever.
every fourth, I think about a birthday... a birthday I'd rather have burned out of my memory with a....a..... a fuckin branding iron. With the brand, "fuck off" permanently on my brain where that memeory used to be.
with that said and noted......
Nick is getting off of work early (crosses fingers) most likely anyway. He called and apparently it's uber slow at his work and he thinks they will close early. We will get to watch fireworks! Last year we didn't get to. haha We were actually talking about last year's fourth at the bar last night. This cat Skinny that works with Nick, knows Spanky and BJ. It's wierd how everyone from here knows someone you know in this town. Anyway, we were hanging out with Spanky, BJ, and Marla Mae last year. It was a fun night... well except for BJ who got so drunk and lost some shit in our bushes.
This dude Skinny seems really cool. I was thinking about why it is so easy for me to talk to people who look... out of the norm. Whether it be peircings of tattoos... or wierd hair. They are just so much more approachable than "normal" people. I feel like all the normal looking people are judging me... so, is that superficial? I'm obviously limiting myself to the amount of people I will meet. I talked to Nick about it on the way home last night.... he says it's just self preservation. Cause I know those people are less likely to screw me over. Usually people who look out of the socially excepted norm at my age, have some reason. They usually think along the same lines as me, share my interests and opinions.
and here I find myself totally analyzing something useless. I just don't want to be superficial...
with that said and noted......
Nick is getting off of work early (crosses fingers) most likely anyway. He called and apparently it's uber slow at his work and he thinks they will close early. We will get to watch fireworks! Last year we didn't get to. haha We were actually talking about last year's fourth at the bar last night. This cat Skinny that works with Nick, knows Spanky and BJ. It's wierd how everyone from here knows someone you know in this town. Anyway, we were hanging out with Spanky, BJ, and Marla Mae last year. It was a fun night... well except for BJ who got so drunk and lost some shit in our bushes.
This dude Skinny seems really cool. I was thinking about why it is so easy for me to talk to people who look... out of the norm. Whether it be peircings of tattoos... or wierd hair. They are just so much more approachable than "normal" people. I feel like all the normal looking people are judging me... so, is that superficial? I'm obviously limiting myself to the amount of people I will meet. I talked to Nick about it on the way home last night.... he says it's just self preservation. Cause I know those people are less likely to screw me over. Usually people who look out of the socially excepted norm at my age, have some reason. They usually think along the same lines as me, share my interests and opinions.
and here I find myself totally analyzing something useless. I just don't want to be superficial...