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wow.
I was on the way home from my psych class...and this song by the lost prophets came on my cd player....Hello Again, and I had the sudden urge to just scream, turn up the volume as loud as it would go and just belt out the lyrics as loud as possible. So I did, and god, it was like the best therapy I could ever get. It was like in that one song, that 4 minutes and 58 seconds of pure bliss all the pain and frusteration that had slowly built up during my four years of high school was all let out at once. Ever major even that happend to me, from the splitting of my friends freshman year...to michelle t. sophomore through juinor year...to the physical altercation between my dad and i...to the car accident, to my almost year long funk...it was all let out. Afterwards I felt so relieved...like I was finally done, completly and totally done. Its been awhile since I felt like this, and im glad..to finally move on and start with the next stage of my life. I mean, things are good for me right now, I have girlfriend who I really really like, a bunch of good friends, Im out of the high school, and done with classes in a week, Im getting good grades (except for logic..cause that class sucks) Im going to college in the fall.....but anyway, I feel great, and it feels good to be beyond everything.
Oh, and on monday I gave blood..which also felt good (afterwards..lol)
I was on the way home from my psych class...and this song by the lost prophets came on my cd player....Hello Again, and I had the sudden urge to just scream, turn up the volume as loud as it would go and just belt out the lyrics as loud as possible. So I did, and god, it was like the best therapy I could ever get. It was like in that one song, that 4 minutes and 58 seconds of pure bliss all the pain and frusteration that had slowly built up during my four years of high school was all let out at once. Ever major even that happend to me, from the splitting of my friends freshman year...to michelle t. sophomore through juinor year...to the physical altercation between my dad and i...to the car accident, to my almost year long funk...it was all let out. Afterwards I felt so relieved...like I was finally done, completly and totally done. Its been awhile since I felt like this, and im glad..to finally move on and start with the next stage of my life. I mean, things are good for me right now, I have girlfriend who I really really like, a bunch of good friends, Im out of the high school, and done with classes in a week, Im getting good grades (except for logic..cause that class sucks) Im going to college in the fall.....but anyway, I feel great, and it feels good to be beyond everything.
Oh, and on monday I gave blood..which also felt good (afterwards..lol)