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Mar 20, 2004 23:14

There are some things in life that you cannot control. There are some things in life that pass you by while you are waiting and watching. And then there are some things that you had that leave you.

And this is where i am now. There are so many things in the world that i have no control over. But i now have control over myself. My emotions are MINE, my feelings are MINE, when i feel bad i feel bad. When i feel happy i'm happy.
There are people in my life that i cant directly affect. People like Samantha. People who i love so deeply that i will never forget them, it is because of people like Sammi, Becca, Lauren and Linz, that i have found my smile again. It is from people like them that i have moved on and become more. greater. i've become Trevor.
Then there are things that leave you. In this i refer to Alicia. she has left me and i am still here. I live my life as a testiment to things that i held sacred when i was with her. I dont pretend to not miss her. I do. but that is out of my control and she has left my life.

I am going to live my life for those people who helped me to survive, and to those who survived themselves. Thank You.
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