yup.
haven't exactly made it far in my thoughts. im still at the same fucking place i have been this whole time. when i think im sure what i want, something makes me rethink that and second guess myself. wtf. i'm in this for ME. not for anyone else. why is that such a hard road to follow. i think sometimes i care too much. who really knows. still no job. kind of hoping that this whole montys thing will change sooner than later, but i cant rely on that shit. i need to go out monday/tuesday and get some applications for sure. im gunna go to Target and Bed Bath and Beyond down there. Where ever i can i spose.
Only 4 more weeks till rafting! I'm freaking stoked. That shit is always just way to much fun to handle. hah. I wonder who's all goin this year. I gotta find a friend to bring with.
Aaaahhh. I did nothing all week. but sit arond on my lazy ass. WHYYYY!!?!!! gossh. I want to get a jump start on this future of mine. and i haven't yet.. seems to be all about eveyone else at times i guess. but none the less. i just need to get my shit straight for the millionth time. k?! alright peace
<3L
Only 4 more weeks till rafting! I'm freaking stoked. That shit is always just way to much fun to handle. hah. I wonder who's all goin this year. I gotta find a friend to bring with.
Aaaahhh. I did nothing all week. but sit arond on my lazy ass. WHYYYY!!?!!! gossh. I want to get a jump start on this future of mine. and i haven't yet.. seems to be all about eveyone else at times i guess. but none the less. i just need to get my shit straight for the millionth time. k?! alright peace
<3L