life sometimes.

Mar 26, 2008 20:47

I just don't get it. its possible to go from one extreme to the very next in a matter of seconds and the rest of the world could care less whats going on in your own little fucked up world you call a life. but it still goes on. no matter what. m-f'r. I'm just tryin to be ME. yano? tryin to figure out who I AM. What I'm here for. I know its some good shit. I just have to find it where ever it is and then I can do it and do a damn good job at it too! xD I am a firm believer in everything happens for a reason. IT has to! sometimes i wish things would happen FASTER. but I can't speed up time and i really dont want to but fuck i can't help but want to knowwww. Just livin day by day, taking what i got and makin the best of it. i get personalish sometimes. i THINK i am a very open person but then i confuse myself cause im not. IT's like i hide my feelings from some people and not otherss. am i even making sense? i don't care!

oooooo!!! the annual rafting trip is July 7, a big release that day! i love lvoe love it, i get so freaking excited for this shit. im tryin to get Dylan to come up for a bday prezz or something. july 4ish. to the 9. eeekk. love having plans to come to nh. makes me happy. im tryin to get up there soonish. i just feel like i cant NOT go if i have the chance. i wanna see my girls! i haven't seen brit in almost 2 years. BS!! and i wanna see my GRandpa. God Bless Him. I Love him so much and I just wanna make sure I see him whenever I can so that's the plan stan! okkk wrote a little more than i thought. but im bored. Dylan is at karateeee. hiYAA!. im gettin preTTTy hungry. LATAAA!

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