SO CRY ON BITCH WHY ARENT YOU LAUGHING NOW

Oct 25, 2005 16:38

wow im not overwhelmed by a lot of shit,

pretty much the most boring 2 day suspension ever like crappy weather, none of my so called "friends" really gave a shit w/e they never do or call, but thats alright they wouldnt give a shit if i died...really they wouldnt cuz they tell me and reassure me im their closest of friends and they love me but wow im sure they totally mean it and they have been assholes to me and esspecially this one proved to me he can apologize but then never fucking back it up, i would wish they would be my friends cuz i 've seen the good in them all but w/e wishes are wishes i wish i could have a good solid group of guys to just chill with. but whatever ill march through it all just like i have with about the millions of other times that have marched all over me and my heart, cuz clearly im a huge pussy and im way too nice and considerate and a little more mature thinking than most of the kids in my grade, but nope im classafied as a retard cuz im a little more outspoken and opinionated and i have ADD omg i hate most of you all, but apparently i let people just walk all over me you know but if i have a bad day and dont let someone get away with giving me attitude i get a two mother fucking day suspension well shit happens you all say...i've had my mother fucking fill of that more than anyone knows. I cant wait till college so i can show everyone of you fuckers who told me i was stupid or couldnt make it well fuck you i hope you die the day i make my first million from running my label you assholes. none of you have any idea the pressure i have just like the invisible pressure i constantly have in my house, i cant be a fuck up like my other half siblings, i just cant my dad has gone through enough perils emotionally i guess its a freeman trait. being nice and getting walked over and feeling like a failure im good at beating myself

i get the short end of the stick
maybey some of its my fault but i seem to have luck

dont be a part of the problem right now
ill probly kill you

ben
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