im exhausted
so its 1:17am and my mom isnt home. yeah, go Fing figure. megan started to fall asleep so i came home. we went everywhere today. it was great. hide n go seek was the best. so, im exhausted. tomorrow.. ok... in like 10hrs, im getting my hair cut. wahoo. im so excited. not. im so tired i think im going to cry.
so last night megan and i drove my step grandmas house. bad idea. i didnt realize how much i missed my grandpa until i drove by that house. (its the house he died in) just the thought of going to his house and him not being there was a great big hug was one of the worst things ive ever felt. it took so much to keep in the tears. i miss him so much. i dont know what it is but i always miss him the most when school starts. i think it is because he use to always pick me up from school and we would go and hang out (yeah , thats right, hang out, my grandpa was cool!) lol. and the last day that he was alive he picked me up from school. ok, im changing subjects b/c im crying now. i need a hug. : ' (
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so last night megan and i drove my step grandmas house. bad idea. i didnt realize how much i missed my grandpa until i drove by that house. (its the house he died in) just the thought of going to his house and him not being there was a great big hug was one of the worst things ive ever felt. it took so much to keep in the tears. i miss him so much. i dont know what it is but i always miss him the most when school starts. i think it is because he use to always pick me up from school and we would go and hang out (yeah , thats right, hang out, my grandpa was cool!) lol. and the last day that he was alive he picked me up from school. ok, im changing subjects b/c im crying now. i need a hug. : ' (
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