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Things never, really are as they seem.. There’s a deep meaning to that but its hidden somewhere inside my small brain.. Damn School.. Back to the stereotypical "friends." The people you would never call in a time of need but count on to sit with at lunch or in class on the wonderfull, stress filled first day of school. Everyone has always told me that my senior year will fly by. I used to dread leaving.. but now im soo looking forward to getting out of this place. Im sick of the party invites i cant attend because i have a past that i regret.. Life will, in time, improve. I cant wait for that day to come! Summer was great. i made some new friends but soon after, lost contact with them. I am down to a hand full of true friends. I can easily count them on one hand with a few fingers to spare. On a happier note.. Show Choir should be awesome this year. That and People Skills are the two classes im counting on to keep me going throughout the year. I know ill do fine in my other classes but id love to be above average for a change.. Maybe ill try harder this year. well see where that takes me! So i didn’t try out for beauty and the beast tonight cuz i was suffering from self doubt.. Mr. Edelman put things in perspective for me though. Maybe next time? Im glad James is in Show Choir this year, Along with the other new people. I just find James to be one of the select few i consider to be true friend.. Well i need sleep for my second wonderful day back! Dammit..